All is swell!!!
I got him back!!
It was almost like... "You're mine, you belong to me. So go and break up with her."
Not exactly the way I wanted it to go, but it worked.
But this has created some problems. T.R.U.S.T
Now I know that he's capable of seeing someone other than me (how can it be possible, right?)
I keep asking him questions like.. "So.. what are you doing now? With who? Where"
The "What Where When Who How" questions!
I feel paranoid. But hopefully I will get over this in time.
He is really patient with me and answers every question I ask.
Do I really love him? I don't know... but as long as I know he's with me, it's all good. For now.
I hate long distant relationship... I have another 9 months till I go back.
It's only 4th Jan 2011.
What a great way to start New Years..
Just found out that my ex-boyfriend of 3 yrs and half, has a new girlfriend.
It seemed OK when we broke up a month ago (I broke it off), but knowing that he's with another girl now just makes me feel depressed.
If I can't have, no one can, right?? It's like... whatever.
Maybe I should start smoking again. I've been so good until now.
THAT'S ALRIGHT. STILL GOT 361 DAYS TO GO UNTIL 2012.
It is officially 2011.
That means I will be one year older soon. And hopefully a little bit wiser thoughtful in my choices.
2011 is the year of rabbit.
"The Rabbit is the fourth sign in the Chinese Horoscope and signifies calm, diplomacy, sensitivity and consideration for others."
I have decided to start blogging - just to get myself occupied other than FB games in the evening. And also to keep track of my daily life since I always forget to write in my diary.
But I'll see how it goes..
